Tuesday, April 21, 2009

I feel really good about myself when....

I feel really good about myself when i do something right. i tend to do alot of things without thinking and that causes me to get in trouble alot. I feel good about myself also when i do something that im usually scared of and sometimes when people yell at me i tend to yell back at them and i felt good one day when my sister yelled at me and for the first time in my life, i didnt yell back and that right there made me feel so good inside cause then i thought oh maybe i can control my anger. Like i dont like to go places unless its with my aunt and uncle...i dont know why though i think maybe they make me laugh but anyways i usually dont go places so going with them makes me feel good inside. My own life is hard right now. I dont know how much more i can handle. :\